I’ve been thinking about this guy for the last few days like a lot, and yesterday I told Kiki about it. She asked did he makes a move on me? NO. We’re not in that kind of relationship, we’re not in ANY kind of relationship other than acquaintances. Then I said to her that,
“Actually there’s nothing special going on. I just feel happy because, well, it’s been a long time since I feel like this, since I feel happy.”
And I realized some things. I can feel happy again, and it has nothing to do with him. Even for a brief moment, I can forget about him. It’s been too long for me, keep dragging memories I shouldn’t have.
Thank you, Mr., for whatever it’s worth, no matter how short it is, you make me feel happy again. I really really have a big crush on you, you know.



